Perasaan + Perasan

Phewwwww...

Salam all...
Alhamdulillah I've managed to finished test and both quizzez in one week(read:last week)
Mood last week sangat horrible..
tido jangan cakap lah...
mmg stay up until 3a.m.
tu pun one day b4 quiz, he was accompany me(read:through sms je ponnn,)..
teehhehe.

Then, on Thursday last week..it was my 2nd quizzez for Communication for Office Professionals 
(OSM 504). Its quite tough yawwww...
my jaw dropped down when started looking at the multiple choice questions...
even it allocate 25% but.....it means alot to me...dah la 1st quiz ateh pago jer marks...
tableh jadi nehhhh...kene struggle la for assignmemts ,test and 4rd quiz...phewwwwwww...
the rest AOM quiz n BEL462 test so-so je la....nak kata senang x senang...tapi boleh la jawab :) :)

so...in Thursday evening as usual, youngest bro pick me up..
then balik rumahhh wehoooooooooooo
then, sampai2 rumah bende pertama yg di terkam adalah...
wifi...kihkihkih(tasaba bebeno)...
mau x saba.....dah la wifi kat uni mcam hape..
kat hostel pun tadak
harap berokband yang setia menemaniku
hekhek...


then, I was forgot( read: line berokband yg lembps) buat aku logout terus dr FB tanpa membalas
PM darinya..chewahhhh ayat xnak kalah...hehehhehhe
then, dah nama pun dah terkam wifi rumah usai kat rumah..
then chit chatting la kan
until we end up...gaduh again n again...

idk either me yg punca or vice versa
idk...when it comes to argue on something
it always me yg kene mengaku salah or surrender
to maintain the harmony of the r/ship
aku xdela kata aku semua betul n him is always wronggg
BUT.....
I WAS LIKE I DONT KNOW HIM LIKE I KNOW HIM BEFORE!!!

ADAKAH MASA yg membuatkan kami SEPERTI TAKPAHAM EACH OTHER
ATAU
ADAKAH MASING2 nak tunjuk EGO?
tah la...
sampai sekarang...I DO ALWAYS KEEP ON PRAYING FOR BOTH OF US.
UNTIL I MENTIONED IN MY DUA'
PLEASE ALLAH, SAVE HIM FOR ME, IF HE'S THE RIGHT ONE FOR ME
OR ELSE PLEASE LET HIM GO..IF HE'S NOT THE RIGHT ONE FOR ME...
BUT.....
until now..I AM A BIT CLUELESS..
dont know what to say...

for me to become strong in a r/ship is a big sacrifice...
but..i know..ALLAH HAS A GOOD PLAN FOR ME..
JUST KEEP ON DUA' and lets see what will happen next...


TO HIM:-

DEAR YOU...
I KNOW..THIS ENTRY WIL MADE UP U TO SAY (ITU PUN NAK CERITA KE KAT BLOG)
BUT TRUST ME....I LOVE YOU 
IN FACT, I KNOW.MAYBE THE TIME OR OTHER MATTER THAT WILL (again I said WILL)
BROKE CERTAIN PART OF THE RELATIONSHIP
BUT I KEEP ON WAITING.
IF U'RE THE ONE THAT ALLAH CHOOSE FOR ME
AND YOURE THE FUTURE IMAM FOR ME, I WILL WAIT...

k,la....got to go...ive got an appoinment 
see ya in the next entry.....